You choose to change or flee
Remember, when you started learning Japanese, how did you feel?
It's a bit of a surprise and a bit of fun to start learning letters like cricket worms. It's time to see her screaming and reading new words with her, it's time to write homework and headaches when learning new words. Or when you're excited to shoot some Japanese words like "sultry", "fishy"… Surely in you, there was a time when japanese was interesting, right?
But then you go to Japan. The leisure time to learn the language is no longer available. The work that swept you along its rotation. You wake up in the early morning, eat a few stomach pads in a hurry, prepare a bento for lunch and then hurry to get to work in time. You buckle up with the planks, the cold iron bars, the sweat falls into the spicy eyes. You have to climb the towering buildings, whenever you lose attention, you take a look, you will probably regret it for the rest of your life. But it's a job, you know that if you don't work hard, then the money your parents take care of you will not pay, you accept hard.
But there is a truth, no matter how hard you work, life will still be in your face. The hard work has been done, the Old Japanese are not sympathetic, all day long say what you do not understand, you do not know how to do what they say, because back in Vietnam was not taught, but in books did not write. You make mistakes, the result is mournless indignation. You really feel lonely and helpless.
Gradually you feel hated Japanese, it is no longer something that brings interesting feelings to you like the beginning, all day long just splashing the sentences "baka", "aho", "betonamu kaere". You come to a standstill. In your eyes there are only 2 options. 1 is to keep trying to work, endure for the end of 3 years, pay for parents, earn a little more on business. Two, run away! Escape from this place of unsusiable and melancholy.
You think for a long time and still can not make choices, because they are all very difficult choices. You still go to work and be patient. Until one day, you see on fb there is a line advertising "Online course for trainees", you open your eyes, startled awakening. Because you have found the third option for yourself. Now, you understand that Japanese, which is not at all at fault. To solve your problem, Japanese is the most effective tool. You are determined to learn from the beginning, determined to become stronger and more mature.
You go to online class every evening after work. In class you listen intently to the teachers, you communicate with other students at the same level, who must have had the same problems as you.
Coming to the site, you go to work with a different attitude, you always listen to the Japanese say, to see what they say. Where confusing you ask for people to explain again. Gradually, the relationship between you and them improves. You feel happier every time you go to work.
Now, you find your mind much more comfortable, you secretly thank Japanese, thank the teachers of the center for teaching you enthusiastically, help you through the most difficult period. You hope to be able to convey this story to a lot of people to help them understand the importance of Japanese.